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As I approach 50 years on this earth I find myself falling apart bit by bit.

I used to be a very healthy person. I ate right. I lifted weights. Did cardio. I even worked with bodybuilders for a time.

However, slowly over the years, I find my body and mind submitting to issue after issue. Every time I try to right the ship, something else happens to derail my attempts. As ridiculous as it sounds I'm starting to wonder if this is by design.

I see doctors. I read. I'm aware of things to correct the course. Nothing helps though.

Just kind of struggling and looking for advice or an ear or anything to help.

Have you tried different approaches for diagnosis? Eg signs of abnormalities in eyes and fingernails? I had an hair analysis done some years back which pinpointed some problems.

Over the past 15 years I've had a few different approaches. At one point I was on a type of hormone replacement therapy that didnt do anything.

I have a friend that swears but massage therapy, acupuncture, and seeing ten different doctors for his issues. For some reason I can't do all that. My mind won't let me. It feels excessive and over stimulation.

I think a part of me wants a spiritual approach. I dont know how much sense that makes