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Originally Posted by Unseeking Seeker
That’s it. Also, apart from the translucent void, we may see light of Self, renewing itself within itself.
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That is so amazing. It was really the deepest experience I've ever had. I was completely just silent almost witnessless witness of an eternal peace of nothingness, and not even aware of the light untill I woke up and wanted to remember the experience for how peaceful it seemed, and as vague as my memory of it was upon awakening, I felt confident that there was an eternal light that felt like it was at one with me. Very small subtle and radiating almost as if it were translucent. Small subtle yet precise and stable white but with vibrating or radiating or emmenating very subtle variations of white.
It felt like a reflection of my eternal peace of nothingness.
I'm just gabbing. I honestly dont know what it was. It was inside me. A star like thing inside me while I was experience no thought, no sensation, no body, just deep slumber witness consciousness of nothingness.
It was the closest thing to nonduality I ever experienced it. Amazing.
It felt like I wasn't there. I was as close to being no one as I've ever come.
And now as you describe it, and I remember, I can always re enter that state of being of nothing at will. And when I do that, it feels like I experience exactly as you say. Translucency, void mixed with self renewing light. Like radiation of peace that appears when I enter what exists between two thoughts. A no thought, no sense experience, which brings that peaceful radiation to bare. As I simply stop my thought and in no thought I have no experience, no senses, yet a vibrational or energy motional light of peace seems to appear when I do that.
It reminds me of the cartoon head struck with a club and then stars revolving around the head. This is is more like random silver like light resonating and reflecting as it moves in harmony of peacefulness that occurs in consciousness, without the senses when I focus there in no thought no experience and nothing. It is as if I peek into a realm of spirits of light which are all dancing around and harmonising and resonating and emmenating non-physical energetic peace or joy.