Thank you
Still_Waters, an excellent reflection on what I was saying, and as you point out, even I AM is not, but that and that alone can change our perspective.
It seems we are always beginning and ending in one continuous flow. It is wonderful to be absorbed in your own inner light and letting that move you. It is so intuitive, and in my experience, without form or identity.
We are translucent beings, crystal clear when we want to be but otherwise clouded by various hues which we may have embraced. That deeper being which inhabits the physical body and interacts with its mind and emotions via a central nervous system, is as fresh, sweet, and clear, within us today as it was on the day we took this human birth. How does a new born baby refer to itself?
Mathew 18:3 (paraphrased) you must become like a little child to enter the Kingdom of Heaven. Luke 17:21 (paraphrased) the Kingdom of Heaven is within you. I usually do not quote Bible verses but both of these references seem apropos.