I need an advice
I have this conflict in me, so I will speak as direct as I can, and if I offend anyone, I am extremely sorry. I don't know what category to put myself in but,
there are times I feel the need to eat meat like a hunger spike then.
There is after I eat some for like 2 weeks then my taste change and I just can't stand to eat meat,
and every time I encounter a bone or anything I lose appetite completely or I just vomit and have a feeling of disgust like I am being reminded of the pain and the suffering of what I eat feeling of guilt as if myself made the kill, and that it's,
in fact, a corpse that brutally been murdered, then I feel the urge to eat only vegan food suddenly it tastes so good, and I feel satisfied from that, normally those are cycles of 2 weeks each than my taste change again, I need an advice what is going on with me ?,
why I swap so much often the taste and why suddenly I feel that way and when I become a meat-eater the only thing I feel is a drive and hunger for meat then after swapping out to vegan ? what is going on with me ?, that happen for as long as I remember myself.
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