I really dont like how people glorify twin flames

[SMT3Master227]

In a social media era where everyone wants to be trendy and say that they want to have a twin flame or that their karmic/codependency/empath vs narcissist/toxic relationship is a twin flame, people want to act like being on a twin flame journey is the best thing ever. It's not. This journey has killed me at times and I cant understand why the average person would want this.

Over the course of my journey that I started almost 4 months ago, let me tell you, this is something that at times you wish you never knew about since its stressful as hell. The issue is that once you seen stuff, you cant unsee it and you cannot go back to the time before you learned about this stuff. Im starting to settle into the journey more and feeling comfortable with the possibility of no divine union, but for a while, yeah I was hoping to forget about this stuff. This journey is not the faint of heart. You have to be tough to thrive and push forward on it.

Things that I think suck about this, well let's see. One, emerging old trauma. Not fun. Learning of all those awful feelings I had in high school that I have suppressed is brutal. Learning about how I been running from myself for years was not great. Learning about my old people pleasing tendencies and how Id fall for narcissists and toxic relationships is a rude awakening. Having your insecurities hit you like a ton of bricks isnt fun by any means.

Second, Id say what sucks is separation. 17 years ago, the person that I think was my twin hugged me. Now she wants nothing to do with me due to her going from being an anxious attachment to an avoidant one due to a bad experience with a karmic. Having nightmares of what the karmic did or the feeling that I could never see her ever again hurts. Seeing such a kind soul get beaten down by society and me being unable to do anything about it is one of the most helpless things Ive ever felt.

Third, the idea that divine union could never happen is terrifying. I have to try my hardest to fight every day knowing this and knowing that I must be the spiritual leader in this connection, I kind of have to just suck it up and push forward. I dont have much support in my life and Im constantly fighting alot of uphill battles in my life. But I have to continue to be strong since if not, if I ever meet this person again, I dont want to be weak like her karmic. Every day I have to fight my mind and keep pushing. Its not fun. Its not fun feeling deep sadness at times. Its not fun seeing other females and not being interested in them now that I know that there is possibly of true love in its purest form out there. Its not fun knowing that life will never be the same after what I been shown.

TLDR: The twin flame journey is not fun nor should it be glorified. I will say that is satisfying and rewarding since if you channel your energy correctly, it can lead to society change, spiritual growth like no other, some life changing moments/revelations along with maybe a divine union, but its not something that is easy nor is it something people should be wanting, unless you like life on hard mode and or are a masochist.