I am back in business
After a long blockage of out of body experiences, I finally broke free and left the body as I used to do, about 4 times in a row. Went out and came back into the body for 4 times, and it was hard, really hard.
So hard to detach from the body as if I was glued to the body and had to struggle to detach bit by bit, the face was the hardest. Such a struggle to detach and even more struggle to keep myself "stable", I really needed to focus hard to keep myself grounded otherwise the body would just pull me back like a powerful magnet. I kept losing vision and gaining it back, I kept being pulled by the body and other forces.
And I met my black cat, my panther, it actually stayed with me for a while and we talked but I can't remember what. I remember that I called for it while I was between the void and this plane I was in. I called it to help me and when it came the pulling stopped and had some peace.
And it seems that I am still not in the astral plane, I am in some realm built from my memories like some sort of a intimate bubble reality.
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The truth.
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